Why don’t you want to be honest with yourself? Admit it, you’re still loved him. You want him. You don’t want anyone else beside you but him. Why is so difficult to tell the truth? Why do you always lying to yourself? Don’t you feel tired and despair?
Why do you always hiding something? Pretending. Don’t you know that you won’t get any luck by hurting someone else’s feeling? You’d cursed for sure!