My ex-boyfriend asked me to marry him. As if he didn’t know that I’m seeing someone. I apologized for I turned his proposal down.
I might regret that someday.
I might. But nobody knows what our life will lead us to.
Now, with nobody by my side anymore (I have this “in complicated” relationship status with Akbar, but I don’t feel like telling about it here), I go back to my cage. My old me, with the old habits of doing only 3 things: keep alive, read, socialize.
I chose to live like this, I decided to be with no one for this moment.
I am sure when my time comes, that would be a perfect timing. I don’t need to rush anything. I just want to be happy.
Allah SWT knows best. I am sure of it.