I always believe that kindness has a powerful and magical effect to people’s life. Kindness always works. Kindness attracts kindness.  What I ask to God is not the perfect partner, or the most gorgeous in the planet, or the richest one. I just keep asking to give me the best one and let him be… More Kindness


So I decided.  to be with you. to be together.  to have this “trial and error”- an uncanny thing.  i hope we are one of the successful one.  so we won’t end up in a trash bin.  You are just a good thing. who is too unfortunate to be missed. a good thing which I… More Decision

Unfamiliar Feeling

It was a familiar feeling from someone I used to love. I never experience it anymore from someone else.  waiting for someone’s call, saying “i like you”, asking for dates, midnight conversation, listening for each breath thru lines, texting, giggling, laughing and telling someone about what have you done whole day.  it was a nice… More Unfamiliar Feeling


He is a friend. He might turn into someone more than that. He took me to office. He accompanied me to bookshop and to some cool events in my city. He asked me for having lunch and dinner together. We had lunch once and dinner three times. He smells like something I never know. He… More K

Trial and Error

Malam ini topik pembicaraannya masih soal relationship. Diatas angkot yang melaju ke arah rumah, dia menatap wajahku yang jelas sedang memikirkan  sesuatu.  👦 : mikir apa? soal trial and error lagi? 👧 : iya.  👦 : kan sudah kujawab. 👧 : I don’t understand.  👦 : gak ada yang rasional kalo ngomong soal perasaan.  👧… More Trial and Error


Rasanya sudah begitu nyaman dengan diri sendiri. Selama ini hanya memikirkan diri sendiri, keluarga dan kadang-kadang pekerjaan. Walaupun setiap ada teman yang menikah tetap saja mupeng dan bertanya-tanya “giliranku kapan?”. Sekarang pun saya penasaran apa yang akan terjadi kalau ada laki-laki yang jatuh hati padaku. Apa saya mau mengambil resiko untuk keluar dari zona nyamanku… More Spark