Sherlock

I am watching this detective movie from DVD. I have been hearing how incredible Benedict Cumberbatch takes the main role as Sherlock with Martin Freeman as dr John Watson. However, I never watch the movie, until a week ago. 

And that was brilliantly made. 

I am not a fan of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. I don’t read his books, even one. I just love detective story. I am always in awe everytime Sherlock opens his mouth and explains the details – that common people don’t see, but looks obvious in his eyes. When dr John Watson met him for the first time, Sherlock had to remind him to stop saying “fantastic”. 
And have you noticed the look of Watson’s when Sherlock says “Obviously” ? It’s like he wants to yell at Sherlock “No, it’s not really obvious to me, please explain!” 

Watson : “how do you know?”

Sherlock : “obviously”

Watson : “obviously?” 
I mean, this is one of the best television film I’ve seen and this is also my favorite. Investigation and intelligence always excites me! 

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He

He  may be the reason the sun shines on me in every messed up day of mine

He may be the most astonishing awkward man I’ve seen in my entire life with the cutest smile scarves in his face 

which I really adore

He might be an impatient and imperfect one but he’s intelligent enough to answer all my curiosity- which could kill million of cats. 

He is the boots in the snowy day that warm my feet

He is the blanket at stormy nights

He is the picker that children waits

He is the kind and brilliant thing I could’ve ever imagined. 

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Probability

Do you know the probability of me like someone? It’s 1: 30.000

When he asked “who wants to be with me after knowing my uncanny past?” 

I was about to telling him, “I do”

But you know, it’s just in my imagination: me telling him.

so I answered: “your girlfriend of course!” 

And he looked away.
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Colossal

One of the perks having new friend is you can gain many new things. If you open your mind for new things, you’ll get much insight. 

I’ve been getting along with Mr Amin for couple weeks so far. We weren’t so close before. But nowadays after I got moved to Sudiang, we discussed many things together on our way home. He shows me his favorite movies and I show him mine. He asked me to watch all those movies and I asked him the same thing. 

So today reluctantly, I’ve watched Detective K and Empire of Lust- from his recommendation. They’re all Korean movie and they are all colossal- kind of movie which I dislike. 

And surprisingly, either Detective K or Empire of Lust could make so curious so I’ve finished them in one sitting. 

Tomorrow, I will watch five other movies from him and yes, they are all korean! Mr Amin surely has an unusual taste of movie. 

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Malam Buta

Pernah suatu ketika langit pecah dan rembulan terbelah tiga. Kau dekap aku. Aku tenggelam dalam lebatnya rasa rindumu pada anak-anak kita yang takkan pernah ada. 

Mari kita berpisah. 

Kau mengucapkannya hanya untuk menyakitiku. Agar aku melepaskanmu dan membiarkanmu menanggung semuanya, kepedihan-kepahitan. 

Anak-anak kita takkan datang, sayang. 

Apa yang tak ada tak usah dirisaukan. Bayang-bayang akhirnya pun hilang saat cahaya redup. 

Aku mencintaimu, istriku dan biarkan aku terus begitu. Meski terang bahkan dalam gelap. 

Aku pun cinta padamu, takkan pernah bisa ku berpikir jenis kehidupan apa yang akan kujalani tanpamu. 

Lalu malam buta menyergap. Memerangkap cahaya dalam matamu. 

Kemudian kita membuat keajaiban. 
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Saat Aku Sakit

Saat aku sakit, aku terkurung dalam kamar yang penuh dengan teman-temanku. 

Sebab tiba-tiba guling menjadi sahabat yang mudah sekali kupeluk lalu kutinggalkan.

Buku-buku menjadi teman yang tak tergantikan, menghiburku dengan ceritanya yang sungguh menarik hati.

Jendela kamarku setiap pagi menawarkanku musik dari ceria kicau burung asmara

Karena orang-orang asli tak ada yang datang menawarkan percakapan yang begitu kudamba

Mereka hanya membawakan makanan lalu keluar

Dan aku hanya memikirkan diriku sendiri

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In Between

I am in between two questions that can’t stop overrule my brain and my mind. 

What are you doing here now? 

What do you want to reach? 

Future is scared me. I am insecure. Now what should I do? 

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Disappointment

Due to my sickness, I can’t go to office. I can’t even think straight. What I know is I disappoint many people because of my illness. 

First, of course my  boss, Sir Amin. He, reluctantly, replaced me teaching my class yesterday and he will also, today. While he has classes to teach too, he, willy-nilly, has to cover my class.

My friend, Nunu. She and I want to apply for AA together. She handed me the copy of her documents that I would translate last Friday but the timing was not perfect. The official said it will be done in the beginning of May while the deadline of scholarship submission is on 30th April. 

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Sakit

Saya memang terkadang agak lebay di social media saat sakit. Itu karena saya tidak ada teman untuk berinteraksi. Orang di rumah cuma bertanya “sudah makan?”, “sudah baekan?”, “jangan ini itu dulu” dan sebagainya. 

Syukur juga selama beberapa tahun belakangan saya sudah tak pernah diopname lagi. Badanku ini rasanya tahu kalau guru tak bisa mengusahakan asuransi. Dan perusahaan tempatku bekerja sama sekali tak peduli dengan bpjs karyawannya. 

Hari ini sakitnya sama seperti sakit-sakit sebelumnya. Tapi biasanya sakit ini saya dapat jelang PMS. Sedangkan sekarang saya udah selesai datang bulan dan ‘shock’  nya baru menghampiri.

Atau mungkin karena kecapekan. Seminggu terakhir, saya mendambakan libur yang saya bisa tidur seharian. Hari ini saya mendapatkannya.

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